A Course in Miracles

One of my daily practices is that every morning I read "A Course in Miracles". It's about a page or two about the idea for the day, which is different every day. then thee are these practices to do throughout the day. Today, I'm supposed to say throughout the day, "I am a blessed son of god."...who knew? this is a 365 day workbook, which is my commitment to the rest of my practices as well. I have heard that it takes 30 days to form a habit, but I think it might take a little longer for it to stick on me. the thing is, I don't know if it's "working" yet....If I'm calmer, more connected, clearer of mind. I also read 10 pages a day....am I smarter?.....I do intense exercise for about an hour a day.....is my body in better shape?...I take specific actions towards my business every day...is my business growing?...I write my goals, blog, meditate, listen to self development audio, journal, say affirmations, study my vision board....am I becoming a better person?...I don't know....am I creating miracles? could I be...and not know it? When I think about it, like now for instance...I want to stop, why bother, right. I mean, I know a lot of people who seem great to me, who as far as I know don't do much of anything to improve themselves. so, why bother?....I bother, and am going to keep bothering because maybe I am getting stronger, smarter, connected, spiritual, clearer of mind and in better shape to serve humanity....maybe I am creating miracles and just don't know it yet.